I've always enjoyed exploring my options artistically.
Because I've always had it in my mind that everyone can draw or paint or photograph pretty things.

But I hate the feeling that I create a lot of things that end up being mediocre. I'd rather be really ace at something. Much like my boyfriend who excels at anything computer related.


I also realized that I'd much rather have an imagination than be some sort of physics wizard.

I'd much rather come home and draw a world that I wish to be part of than think about this dismal, depressing world and the technicalities of being a sub-par human being.


I'd like to be a child all over again, knowing everything I know now.

So, you know, I'm not going to get depressed about it. I'm just going to go have a horrible nap dream and write about it.

That's all.